i recently have a crush on that guy. but then i cannot like him. because me and him is totally like impossible quite sadded. he's totally cute. but then i still cannot like him. i have to stay a distance away from him. argh.... although i like but i have to give up upon him. i just wish that i could just see others i dont mind but i just wanted to see him. but the problems is he smoe. i dont really like guys who smoke. lols. normally when i found out that guy smokes i will tend not to like dat guy. but then he's different from other people although he smokes i can still feel that i like him. is this true love. that is what my mind is thinking now. argh... nvm maybe i should concentrate on my studies more because of my studies i loss 2kg. LOL. you cant believe that right? hahaha. actually me too. yar. now chinese new is around the corner i was thinking what kind of clothes should i buy lol. but i hope i can change my fashion style. although im a little obese i still hope me myself to be fashionable. lols. kk i'll stop here. bb. (: