being alone is so lonely...
how i hope that i would have a boyfriend whom adore me.
haha. i have been thinking to much lately.
my mum wanted to buy a psp for me as a birthday gift but i told her i don't want psp already because she work so hard to gain the money and i am going to waste it in so kind of game material.
but she said that if she would to give my little bro's and she will do the same thing towards me.. but... i told that what i really is not this.
but my mum say she will give me the sum of money and keep it inside my bank and see whether i like anything i can use that amount of money to but the things that i like.
but my dad wants me to go to england after my '0' levels. which is i will have to stay there for 8 years! which it is quite long. going there alone will be quite scary because i will be going to a place which i have no friends! but i did have 1 relative over there. he's my fathers' previous wife's son. he is 26 years old this year. although i got a brother out there but then... don't you think i's quite scary living with a so called 'brother' which is like i have never seen him before and i don't even know how he's like?
kaes i will STOp right here. haha. see you soon ^_<