haiyohs damn sad D=
ytd i went to watch movie is likequite okayys. i was thinking maybe i have the chance when we are watching movie he's smsing someones else IT'S LYDIA! im nt really sure i dun even noe what he feels. he's confused on hu he loves that's ll but why must he and her smsing when i n him was watching movie?!? maybe he doesn't like me at all maybe he treats me as his friens that's all jus normal friens. not close fiens. but ytd i was upset and kinda angry and a little bit jealous. BUT I TOT JIA HAO LIKE LYDIA?!?! how could ydia such a thing to jia hao? i regretted tat i went out to watch movie with him seriously regretted. i shouldn't have asked him out at the rst place. i shouldn't have.it's beux i miss him tat's y i asked him out. maybe in his hart im justa friend to him. tat's wad i think. i dunwan to think abt it anymore. this thngs give me headaches and heartaches too!